March 17, 2023
Our readings today are mostly about repentance and our Father’s forgiveness. Our gospel are the two commandments of Christ which complete us after our repentance. How loving and forgiving is our Father of all my mistakes. I spent so many years depending totally on myself… a perfectionist. I thought I had achieved everything I ever wanted or could have needed. Over the next 18 months, I lost everything… illusions slipping through my fingers. Professional loss, financial losses, my home and even some family. Only after I registered my losses did I realize I was holding it up as my idols. It was shocking to realize that all the material possessions were actually idols to me… all my time, my money, all my focus led me completely astray. My mother used to say when your hands are full, you can’t receive anything. Wise woman. God has healed my waywardness. There is so much freedom in learning to trust in him. I will never amass all that I once had but it never brought ...

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